7/11/12
He talked to me this morning. I mean really early this morning. Like 1 am! I like talking to him, even if it’s with a group. Which in this case it was. At first it was just us two then he added my firend who happens to like him too. I never knew she liked him, she didn’t tell me until after he kissed my twice. It still feels a little awkward with the two of them around me at the same time. It was still a nice conversation though. He does this really annoying thing where he never finishes a conversation, he just kinda drops out of it. Like he’ll ask a question I’ll answer and that’s that. He did that this morning too. I hate it. I wouldn’t mind if we had a short finished conversation, in fact I would like that better than the long unfinished conversations we have. Oh well. I also found a new escape today, usually it’s through books or art. This time it was through a T.V. show. Vampire Diaries. I’m almost finished with season 1. There was one downside, this girl Caroline was feeling really bad about herself. So she kind of went on a rant and at one point she said that she was always everybody’s second choice. Well, I realized that so am I. For everything, and I don’t want to be anymore.
